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Friday, October 4, 2013

Hi,

Its been some time.

Four years have passed really quickly and i am graduating from my secondary school already.
I was a blast having all the fun times in SJI, this really is my home. Throughout my four years here, i have really change alot.
- become slimmer
- become more sociable
- become crazier

I owe all these fun times to my good friends in both my lower and upper secondary class. I know i haven't been the best friend or student, but I really love this school, my friends and my teachers.

We went out often and have fun together. I will never forget these fun moments i have in my secondary school life. Its been emotional for many of us but it hasn't really struck me hard yet, the feeling of sadness.

Tomorrow will be my graduation day and I think i will cry ( at least a little? ). I can't bear to leave my secondary school and leave behind all these fond memories and good friends and teachers. I don't think i will ever get a chance to have such teachers again where they act like brothers and sisters rather than a teacher. This school is really different from the rest and the friends i make here are all crazy and fun people.

I will work hard and score well to prove myself and not let down my parents, school and class which i hold dearly.

I don't have much things to say because its rather hard to express my emotions but i'm writing this post to mark this checkpoint in life, this emotional obstacles, leaving behind so many things i hold dearly. I hope that i will stay in touch with all of my friends forever ( which is rather hard ) and i really cant say how much i love SJI

9:19 AM ; smile'

Saturday, July 13, 2013

Hi all, its been a long time.
My four years in my secondary school is almost up and i have to part with my CCA.

Being a fat boy in secondary 1, i had no choice but to join a Uniform Group. I chose Scouts because my brother was one too and his was so much fun in his school.Therefore, i came to scouts with high hopes and loads of enthusiasm in me. But this enthusiasm din't last long.

All was going well until the annual camp which held in Sarimbun, a forest-like place where we had to camp there in the wild. That camp was the worst of all camps. Our scouts group booked late and got the crappy part of the camping site in Sarimbun, the tall grass which a wave of insects would jump out when u take one step in. The grass was up till my shin level. Being a pampered boy, it was already bad with such environment and our tents were made by those traditional 3 poles and 1 canvas, meaning that it was VERY VERY HOT INSIDE. The bunks were hard and very low, so the insects were jumping on us all the time when we were sleeping EEEEEEEWWW. THE BIGGEST INSECT I SAW WAS A GRASSHOPPER AS BIG AS MY HAND.
To make matters worse, it rained for all 4 days of the camp, making the whole campsite a shitty place. The camp was ran by the seniors and this guy called MARCUS who was notorious for being very harsh on punishment. Everyday was bad with this Marcus guy around and my seniors were real assholes. Seeing that my bath towel was plain, white. They took it as a table cloth and used it to shove it up the chicken's butt to clean it. I COULD'NT BATH FOR THE NEXT 3 DAYS.

This camp made me hated scouts to the core, and so did it make a lot of friends do so as well. It was the "hate-scouts" generation for my cohort. I tried many ways to skip training on every Fridays, found ways to slack off during training, always fooling around. Also, I vowed never to be like my seniors. So my friends and I promised each other not to punish anyone during the whole duration of our "senior" years as secondary fours.

Finally, we became secondary fours, having our ranks. We did as we promised, no punishment were issued by the group of us. I became a knots teacher for some unknown reason, teaching mainly knots and a bit of foot-drill to the scout group. Being the persons we are and having the ranks of a senior, we could slack all we want without getting scolded. The teachers also became more friendlier with us after becoming secondary fours.

Today is the last day of scouting for me. I always hated scouts and it took me long enough to realize that i actually do like coming to scout training . It was actually not all the things we did in scouts, foot-drills,knots,first-aid,doing all the shitty jobs. I like coming to scouts because I could be with my friends, my brothers from different mothers. I like how we come together every Friday without fail, to have fun, talking about random stuff, doing crazy things together. I finally realized the preciousness that these Friday training holds after its gone after today. Fridays was like a special time where all of us come together to have the fun. This fun will never come ever again after today.

Handing over my position to the secondary threes stepping up, i really hope that they can enjoy their time here in scouts and not repeat my mistake, failing to recognize the importance of these Fridays which will bring them together.

I will miss the special 3.00pm where all of us would show up in front of the scout's den. I will miss doing crazy things with my friends on Fridays. I will miss the teachers who have opened up to us after we became "Seniors". I will miss scouts and all of my juniors.

I WILL MISS FRIDAYS

8:42 AM ; smile'

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Hi readers, its been a long time since i have posted anything since i am having some good time in the holidays and wasting them unproductively like all the other kids do. BUT! Since school has reopened, i just want to post something for you guys to know that i am still active, but i wont be posting much as there would be school :)

So during the holidays, i did some training, anticipating the upcoming NAPFA test. I AIM TO DO AT LEAST 10PULLUPS and GET 10minutes OR LESS FOR MY 2.4KM RUN.

I have been doing well in the first half of the holidays till i went overseas and kind of slacked off for about 1month...which totally brought me back to square one...quite pointless eh?
Well, at least i got some results, from being able to do 0pullups to the my max which is about 8pullups #WIN

So , recently i got a new computer which is much better than my previous laggy com.
and also, i changed my hairstyle which i have been keeping since 4 years ago, THE MUSHROOM HEAD :D
Now its short and i have to use wax on it for it to stand up, only then it would look much better. Im not quite used to the look which i have in the mirror and the habit of flicking of my head to shift my hair is still there, which makes me look like a TARD for doing it when my hair is standing up. Any itch near my eyes and i would instinctively use my hands to push the hair away but.....THERE IS NO HAIR THERE!!! Im soooooo not used to this hairstyle but its quite fresh & new for me :)
Change for the better once in a while.

Oh well, its my big year this 2013 as i would be having my O levels this year. Being a secondary 4 student is rather some hardship, homework everyday with pressure form your teachers and parents. Oh well, i have to study much harder and concentrate much harder as well. And of course, not to forget about my workout so that i can achieve my NAPFA goal :)

Bye people,
I hope to see you people again :)

3:42 AM ; smile'

Sunday, September 16, 2012

HAIII GUYS!
Im back for another post.
I have gone past the down part of my life.

Been doing well in both games,sports and life.
Well not really life as I dint do that well in exams but its still acceptable.

I scored 10 consecutive goals in Soccer Cage. That totally made me so happy. :D pulled me out of depression zone.

I play LoL, league of legends, nowadays . I finally got the balls to play Rank Games ( score -recording games) . Because the first time i played, i lost because i had a troll team.I hated rank since then and dint really like rank. But now im playing with my friend and realized that my best character would be "EZREAL" and i did very well in all of my rank games with him. :) ofc with some fails. but mostly fun

So today i played 2 more games and i SNIPED like 4 peoples with EZREAL's ultimate. that made me so happy. So i decided to go rank with ezreal, and......... I WON THE GAME. I was the one who did everything, destroying the other team, LIKKA BOSS. With Highest creep score, highest kills and no death at all. If you do not know what i'm talking about, go check out League of Legends :) its a fun game

So im wrapping this up fast as my final year exams are coming up and i need to study !!
IM GOING TO GO FULL-MUGGING(studying) MODE!!!!

12:32 AM ; smile'

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Well i am back for another post.There are ups and downs in life but this time, is just been going down non-stop.

Just as i thought things would be better once i got a new computer, things have just gone badly.
I bought a new computer which i am satisfied with, but these few days, the internet just keeps crashing down. Is just pointless to have a computer with no internet.

Well with this new computer, there are some problems, i cant even print a single thing. It just keeps prompting me with random messages. Totally dont understand what it wants.

Well, my parents have gone overseas and i have to do everything myself, kinda challenging but its still fine. I have been failing both in life and in the virtual world.

I used to be able to play soccer properly , but now, i just cant aim properly, what ever i try to do, i fail at it. I pass, forever intercepted. I shoot, miss. Its like my feets are playing games with me, doing things i exactly do not want to happen. To make it worse, people in my class are just so much better than me, winning a competition recently, making me feel kinda inferior to them. I try my best to fit into the game, but i dont even get the ball at all. I run all i can for the ball, but i just dont get it no matter how hard i try or call for it. Just... dont ever feel like running for ball or even playing at all anymore.

Tests are coming and im trying to study but it just doesnt help when i my homeworks are undone because i dint bring it back and its left in class. Just cant concentrate on studies when i have homeworks ringing at the back of my head. just cant do it. Especially the day i was absent, an important lesson was taught but i dint learn it. Till now, i still am unable to have a chance to learn it. Quite messed i am.

Just cant do well in studies and physical stuff.

Well one would expect to relax in the virtual world with games and all. BUT the recent games i have played, my team is just so very messed. JUST LOADS OF NOOBS IN MY TEAM. I just cant play well with them screwing up the whole game, just failing in their roles and character. I just cant do anything, what ever games i play, i lose, like always. I... I just give up on this.

Life is just so dull for me right now. I cant focus properly on a single thing. I just cant do anything right.
Sigh...

7:23 AM ; smile'

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Back to post again :)

Exam was over already and its the holidays currently.

I did practically nothing productive during these 2 weeks which have passed by.

Well, but my old classmates held a barbecue just yesterday. It was fun. I went out since 11+am and came home at around 10pm, that is like almost 11 hours...

Fire did not started that well...till at night.

Sand was in my shoes.

My friend's marshmallow I seemingly dirtied by making it touch raw food, sand, dirt. He used it to chase me around. That was fun but kinda sick also. It was like black , sandy and sticky. GOSH THAT IS ONE SICK THING!

At the ending part, we had too much drinks so we decided to use them to extinguish the fire...SOME GUY when to use barbecue sauce to pour all over the place which he regretted badly cos it was all over the grill and he had to clean up. And to add to that, he used green tea to rinse the barbecue sauce away.That was another bad idea which screwed up even more. WHAT A JOKER!

I have like camp soon, which I am reluctant to go. The camp is with other schools and there are many different group, 1 group consisting of one school. Since my school is the host, only 1-2 guys from my school would be in each group. AND THE WORST PART, I'M THE ONLY PERSON IN THE GROUP FROM MY SCHOOL. That would be so awkward.

I just remembered i owe my friend 1 dollar for drinks :P

Alrite guys, i would/should/could/may post again after the camp. ( if i do remember that is )

BYES!

7:14 PM ; smile'

Friday, April 27, 2012

Alrite guys, i shall post to actually keep me staying alive from the random pressure.

Life is getting harder by the days as exams creeps up upon me.

I am at a loss for what to do. I know i have to do this amount of work but i dunno which to start first and is kinda procrastinating around.

Wonder if i can make it to study everything and be prepared for the exams.

Oh well, thats life for me. Table messy with the random notes.

5 days later its exam and my teacher hasn't finish teaching what he is supposed to teach us. Also, BAM! all the past year papers starts to flood my table and its all practically clean with nothing written on it. The teachers are also messed up.

BAH!!!! my keyboard is getting more and more messed up. The 'h' key was also spoiled. But as i was typing this post, DAMMIT!!! my 'Y' key came off =.=

bye guys, better stop typing and go study. i fear another key coming off

4:05 AM ; smile'