Well i am back for another post.There are ups and downs in life but this time, is just been going down non-stop.
Just as i thought things would be better once i got a new computer, things have just gone badly.
I bought a new computer which i am satisfied with, but these few days, the internet just keeps crashing down. Is just pointless to have a computer with no internet.
Well with this new computer, there are some problems, i cant even print a single thing. It just keeps prompting me with random messages. Totally dont understand what it wants.
Well, my parents have gone overseas and i have to do everything myself, kinda challenging but its still fine. I have been failing both in life and in the virtual world.
I used to be able to play soccer properly , but now, i just cant aim properly, what ever i try to do, i fail at it. I pass, forever intercepted. I shoot, miss. Its like my feets are playing games with me, doing things i exactly do not want to happen. To make it worse, people in my class are just so much better than me, winning a competition recently, making me feel kinda inferior to them. I try my best to fit into the game, but i dont even get the ball at all. I run all i can for the ball, but i just dont get it no matter how hard i try or call for it. Just... dont ever feel like running for ball or even playing at all anymore.
Tests are coming and im trying to study but it just doesnt help when i my homeworks are undone because i dint bring it back and its left in class. Just cant concentrate on studies when i have homeworks ringing at the back of my head. just cant do it. Especially the day i was absent, an important lesson was taught but i dint learn it. Till now, i still am unable to have a chance to learn it. Quite messed i am.
Just cant do well in studies and physical stuff.
Well one would expect to relax in the virtual world with games and all. BUT the recent games i have played, my team is just so very messed. JUST LOADS OF NOOBS IN MY TEAM. I just cant play well with them screwing up the whole game, just failing in their roles and character. I just cant do anything, what ever games i play, i lose, like always. I... I just give up on this.
Life is just so dull for me right now. I cant focus properly on a single thing. I just cant do anything right.
Sigh...
7:23 AM ; smile'
thePROFILE;
Lyndon
My Birthday is on 18Nov.
theLOVE;
My favourite colours are Red,Blue and White.
I like tortoise and other sea creatures
theHATE;
I HATE ALGEBRA
theWISH;
I wish to get my driving license by 19
I wish to get some nice achievements in my life
