This year is kinda important and i need to study hard cos it will decide how many subjects i will be taking next year. I HAVE AND NEED to study but i just dun feel the urge to study. I dun really know much and have a feeling i will do bad this time. but i just cant get into the mood of studying.

All of my friends are spamming,mugging, hardcore studying. I, on the other hand, drifting around aimlessly on the net. the only things i have finished is chemistry and maths. exams are near but im just not there. I cant focus for more than 5 minutes. I need help in studying, just cant get it. T_T

I fear of failing. after failing my maths not too long ago, I fear of everything. I just want to let go and relax. but its impossible. I'm in a state of dilemma. need and want to study but cannot focus and no urge.

I don't even know specifically what to study.

Bye guys this is a short post and will most likely be last one before a long period of time. bye